These past days and weeks have been so very difficult. I feel Michael's absence growing like a big black hole that follows me wherever I go.
I look around at my life and it is as though a fierce fire has forced it's way through and incinerated everything in it's path. There are only 5 lives standing in a mound of ashes. How do you ever rebuild a life out of ashes? They are dust.
I will continue to stand in these ashes with my 4 precious children until my faithful God moves us forward.
Oh how I know He will provide the grace and strength to stand. My mind tells me that one day I will rejoice again, but my heart is so tattered and broken.
So thankful that I am bound to my Saviour, for He will never let me go.
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